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I only get 2 days off this week and they are split up! ugh the things I gotta to do to make the bosses happy!

I was left empty and full of discontent, thought I was alone...I wanted to be alone. Slipping back into that old familiar dark abyss I use to call my heart. Am I meant to be alone? Is it that I crave it? So readily and willingly to run back into it like moms comforting arms? It's hard to make things work....to love him, to give him all that I am. I want to hide behind my shell and peek out thru the cracks. I'm happy there....so safe. I feel I'm at the edge just barely above water just trying not to drown...will I get tired? Will I slip into that sweet deep hole I love to call home?



~jagged~

12/11/15